8.06.2013

A Gift








There was a certain novelty to it, as the delicate black hands of a certain pendant-watch came to a standstill, landing onto her eager palms. An eagerness deemed justice by the conceding happiness expressed in a gentle stretch of her full lips.

He returned her smile.

Could life be happier? For two children, barely knowing the world -- ignorant of the sheer fragility of happiness; cruelty of abandonment; amusement of variation – thought that life was complete. Hence it appealed to them nothing than a mere slight in workmanship, which the clock had stopped completely.

“It’s a sign,” She said, palming the defected watch with love equaled towards one that actually works. “Our love will be eternal. Just like this very moment, where time simply stops.”

He agreed.

As most partial truths go, so was the agreement. It was not in human nature to acquiesce to the laws of preference, nor was their partiality towards fulfilling promises. Laws foreshadow outcasts, be it willingly or unwillingly – break hearts.

It was not long before the rose embedded in modest bronze was cushioned between folds of satin and kept protected in a homemade box that accumulated dust. She ensured it. For the moment marked their unending love; a treasure from fate.

Shall I elaborate on the physics of time? That time never stops, nor rest. And there she had fed herself the lies of consistency, of pretentious security one used to induce a peace of mind where there was not. Days passed without his name being uttered by her once coloured lips, now pale and cracked where joy once seeped. There was the hope of her name being mentioned more from him whereas she could not, yet intelligence had proven that even when he did it was not done in the most positive light.

She was broken.

However, she made sure to recollect all the broken shards, and pieced them together in a manner befitting a lady. After all, painstaking composure is what to be expected to follow the overvaluing of affection that the gender is often afflicted with.

She started by fixing the watch.

A silent breath of satisfaction escaped – in a jumbled up state of mind where pain and relief were fighting for settlement -- when the black metallic hands came back to life. Just like before it landed on her palms.

Just like the past.

Like nothing happened.

She smiled. This time, without any significant company.

Privately, she thanked him for happening to her. She would never forget his
kindness nor his love, for it was once earnest and true. For the most important part, she learnt aplenty that which she applied to her life with an integrity otherwise lost to ignorance.

She returned the pendant-watch to its comfortable nook, nestled in aging dust. Ceremoniously, though, she would take it out once in a while; clean it; and wear it around her neck like a trophy of sorts.

For the whole day, she would smile a knowing smile.

Sometimes a little triumphant; sometimes a little miserable.

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